April 19th Week 28 - Hope and Harmony Layton Utah Week 18 (T6)
皆さん!
…
I'm tired.
lol.
But
seriously, this week has been a whirlwind. combining the stake has literally
doubled the amount of work that we have… but it's brought some amazing
miracles. Being to meet all of these new people - seeing them, talking to them…
it's been so much fun. It's so much work, but it's so worth it.
And the nice
thing is that I have two amazing companions that are hard working! We became
best friends almost immediately, and our apartment is just filled with
laughter… well, wherever we are is, anyways.
We've done
basically everything under the rainbow - service, teaching, helping members,
and performing musical numbers. I mentioned this before, but my companions are
both phenomenal singers. Remember how I talked about singing at a girl's
baptism, and how the Bishop asked us to perform a musical number? There's a
little bit of a miracle with that. We definitely saw the Lord's hand in our
lives - for sure.
As I
mentioned, we accepted, and began preparations immediately… though at first, we
were a little stumped on what to perform.
I recorded
the following events in retrospect at a member's request:
...and
more than that, what can we prepare in a week? As we sat through the sacrament,
we slowly got lost in the messages.
I
remember looking up at the speaker, and he smiled fondly as he spoke the words,
"One of my favorite hymns is In Humility, Our Savior."
A surge
of the Spirit flooded into me - a reminder. This is it. This is the song you're
to perform.
I
mentioned it to my companions after the meeting, and they agreed - we would
move forwards with that!
But that
wasn't the only impression that I received.
Listening
to that song, I remember writing in my notebook, "In Humility, Our Savior
- New Verses?"
It was an
idea I just threw around in my mind… but I found myself idly jotting a few
ideas down. It wasn't anything particularly fancy.
Later
that night, I showed it to the other Elders, and they liked it! So we began
brainstorming new ideas… and as it progressed, we realized that this was
something that we felt very strongly that we needed to pursue.
So before
we went forward, we realized we needed a message. What kind of message did we
want to leave with the audience? We had a few ideas, but collectively we felt
strongly that we should focus on Church worship. We didn't particularly know
why that was… but it just was.
We
finished the lyrics, and polished the arrangement together in the limited time
that we had. We arrived at the church a little bit early to rehearse, and then
moved to our seats.
We were a
little bit nervous. Would the congregation appreciate the message? Would they
understand it? Would they feel it?
We
fervently prayed it would.
It wasn't
long before we saw Bishop Young walk through the doors after his morning
meetings. We said hello, and talked for a while.
"By
the way," he smiled in his gentle way, "we just received a message
from the stake Presidency last night at 11:00pm. We just learned that we're
going to be returning to two hour church."
My heart
skipped a beat. Returning to two hour church?
Immediately,
I understood what that prompting was.
It wasn't
just a good message to share with the congregation. Only the Lord could have
ever known that the timing would have been this way. Who could have ever
guessed that our song, written to talk about the importance of gathering, would
be delivered on the same day that two hour church was announced to begin?
Only the
Lord.
And
through the promptings of His Spirit, we were able to create something that we
hope resonated with the people there that day and at home, listening.
That
would be the greatest blessing we could ever hope for.
Music has
always played such an important role in my life… being able to share that has
been a wonderful and amazing blessing. I hope that through the songs we write
and the pieces that we play, all that listen can know of what our hearts and
spirits sing - of comfort, of peace, of joy, of love.
The rest of
the week went by in a flash. So much has happened… it's incredible.
Inspired
walks through areas both old and new. New faces to meet - messages to share -
friends to find. And ultimately, lifting where we stand! We had the opportunity
to serve someone in the community that doesn't belong to our church - and he is
just an amazingly friendly man. We're grateful that he allowed us to help, and
hopefully we can continue to help out whenever and however we can!
We've also
continued to help out wherever we can - sharing messages with those that are a
bit downtrodden, serving those unable to do so for themselves, and helping
others to find and come unto Christ in every opportunity. Sharing principles
and scriptures to enrich their lives is something that has brought us immense
and unimaginable joy!
It's a
wonderful blessing to be able to spend every single moment helping other
people. It's interesting that by focusing on others, I've been able to find
more of who I am in the process. I think that can be true of all of us!
...And I
suppose I have a little bit of a way of testing that.
I received a
call from the APs earlier today, who informed me that as of tomorrow, I will
become my district's DL - or, district leader! My responsibility as a
missionary remains the same, but now I will be watching over and taking care of
four other missionaries in my district. Essentially, I'll be helping them to be
able to do the best work that they can do, and help them to achieve their own
goals. The Lord trusts me enough to do so - and so I'll try my best!
But that's
not all the Lord had in store for me.
Also
starting tomorrow, I'll have a new companion - and not only that, someone
straight from the Missionary Training Center. The Lord trusts me enough to
become a trainer! That's… certainly something, too. I'm excited and more than a
little nervous - I, myself, am still learning a lot! - but I want to be the
best trainer that I can be!
Exciting
things await in store for us - and I can't wait to see what the future holds!
Nervously, but filled with joy, onto the future we go!
I find
strength and comfort in the words of our prophet, President Russell M. Nelson:
"The
Lord understands our mortal weakness. We all falter at times. But He also knows
of our great potential. The mustard seed starts small but grows into a tree
large enough for birds to nest in its branches. The mustard seed represents a
small but growing faith.
The Lord
does not require perfect faith for us to have access to His perfect power. But
He does ask us to believe."
I know this
is the Lord's church on the earth. As we draw closer unto Him, and learn more
of Him, we will be able to find such happiness and joy - such that we might
never find anywhere else. The Lord knows us, and loves us. He does not expect
us to be perfect - only that we try our best. And as we reach out to Him, His
hands are already outstretched. Go forward - pray with all of your heart, truly
seeking if He is there. I promise that if you do, with a sincere desire to
know,,He will help you to know... and will help you to overcome whatever trials
you have.
I can
testify of that. I can testify of His miracles which He has sent for us as
we've looked to Him. Both here on the mission... and evenbefore.
"I will
not leave you comfortless," He urges. "I will come to you."
Love you all
- have a fantastic week! Take care - you all are amazing!
Peace, love,
and joy be with you all!
Elder Decker
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